Today has been a day
Sleepless nights and anxiety have heightened my grief in such a way I feel like the wind has been knocked from my sail.
My heart feels heavier than it normally does.
The ache I carry every day hurts so much more.
I’ve been blindsided by a massive way.
Today, I’m missing my beautiful boy even more than yesterday.
There isn’t a moment that goes by where I don’t think of Jack, he lives in the forefront of my mind every day.
I share this, not for sympathy, I share this so that those who are walking a similar journey know they are not alone.
We may look ‘normal’ to many, but inside we are screaming and trying our best not to fall apart.
Today, I feel more broken than I did yesterday.
Today, I’m missing my beautiful boy more than I thought was ever possible.