Today you would be 24

I miss his beautiful big smile more today than ever before, not realising that this could even be possible.

I wish today could be a day of celebration but it’s simply another reminder he’s not earth side with us anymore but through all my tears I can’t help but smile. I’m so grateful to have seen, my beautiful blue-eyed cheeky boy with the cutest little webbed toes, grow into the most incredible young man.

Jacky Boy, I carry you and our beautiful memories in my heart and wish more than anything you were still here so I could give you a big hug, kiss and maybe tug at the beard you so desperately wanted.

I miss you, Jack but there is nowhere you could go that I won’t be with you. Wherever you are I hope with all my heart you are happy.

Happy heavenly birthday my beautiful boy.